One whole round

One whole round and one whole year it took,
For me to understand what I am,
For me to understand who she is,
For me to understand who she can be.

One whole round and one whole year it took,
To know that I have to accept myself,
To know that I do not really agree with people,
To know that she cannot be who I want her to be.

One whole round and one whole year it took,
To gain understanding,
To gain more experience,
To lose someone deemed precious.

One cannot hold in one's arms that one could never hold in one's heart...
Sometimes it is necessary to lose a diamond among the stones, simply because the diamond does not have your name engraved on it...