Character Change

Received a comment from someone who has not seen me for six months at least. She said that it was like meeting a stranger, as in the impression I give her now is totally different from the past.

Well, a friend just told me that I am thinking too much because this is now entirely another situation. Maybe yes, maybe not. I know I am still myself because I still think this much. Haha.

Yet, just not long ago, I did get the same feedback from someone really close to me. I guess she still finds me strange from my past self.

I did some reflection and I think I realise I just don't want to stay hidden in the shadows, pretending to be ignorant about what I think. I know I am always very critical, that was why I have to act blur and ignorant so that people won't think I am weird. In the end, I am still weird, so I may have reached a point that I decide to cast away the shadows and be myself. I don't want to be a clown anymore.

I am weird...